There are many ways to unload load pain from the heart. I believe that we came here to enjoy life as it is. We will have positive and negative experiences, but we are also able to heal and detach from past experiences. Happy and being full of joy is our natural state, it starts from within, not from outside of us. Our personal beliefs create our moods and feelings. So I had to ask myself what beliefs do I have that causing me to stay angry or depressed? If I change my perception then my feelings would then change. Maybe everything is not all bad, it's how I choose to see it, this is why I stopped being so hard on myself. I didn't come here to be perfect, I came here to experience to grow spiritually.
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Born June 13, 1981Trinidad and TobagoMy books are a collection of my thoughts based on my spiritual journey going inwards. This is my point of view, maybe from a narcissist or loner's point of view, a unique conscious mind. Yet I don't have all of the answers.All I wanted was a closer relationship with God. As I began to study myself, I realized that worry and attempting to control things were affecting my behavior. I then realized that Everything that happened in my human experience was supposed to happen, for learning about higher self, god the universe and growing in love.I later realized that I am no different than anyone else, I was the average guy living my life based on what I learned from the outside. I went to public school; I skipped some classes in high school. I felt like the school system was boring and too fixed for my taste, not enough personal depth.I felt like a lost person with no direction because the school didn’t have spiritual or knowledge of self. I just lived my life going through the motions, not really being aware of my spirit, personality, and my psychology. I never thought that I was going to do anything exceptional.My spiritual journey, going within and then coming out. This awakening allowed me to see what was happening in my psyche, then seeing the correspondence in my experiences within my created reality.I have been fighting with abandonment issues for years. My journey within put me through many healing experiences with my chakras, such as working with sound and colors and intense visualization. I did a lot of crying as I let go of my past and let go of false pride. I was a black sheep of my family, but thankfully working on self allowed me to forgive myself and others so that I would be left with no anger or regrets. No one is a black sheep, we must validate our own selves.I was solely aiming for self-liberation so that I could concentrate on what I wanted to do with my life. My past experiences left me with regrets, guilt shame and grief. I was in hell now to think of it. I don’t know how I manage to survive my chaotic life, my spiritual retreat within turned things around for me in early 2011.My birth name was Abdul Mumin Muhammad, well until I got married. Long story short I was born in Trinidad, It's an island located in the Caribbean. As a child I remember playing by myself, it was fun because I liked playing with nature.I chased bugs and caught frogs and various nature like activities. I see now why I still love nature, and I still need my solitude. I do remember a few associates that I played with from time to time. I only remember one close friend, but he moved away. As you can see I was a loner and did not fit in school.
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