Presently Morris heard a step upon the lawn, and turned to see
his father sauntering towards him. Colonel Monk, C.B., was an
elderly man, over sixty indeed, but still of an upright and
soldierly bearing. His record was rather distinguished. In his
youth he had served in the Crimea, and in due course was promoted
to the command of a regiment of Guards. After this, certain
diplomatic abilities caused him to be sent to one of the foreign
capitals as military attache, and in reward of this service, on
retiring, he was created a Companion of the Bath. In appearance he
was handsome also; in fact, much better looking than his son, with
his iron-grey hair, his clear-cut features, somewhat marred in
effect by a certain shiftiness of the mouth, and his large dark
eyes. Morris had those dark eyes also—they redeemed his face from
plainness, for otherwise it showed no beauty, the features being
too irregular, the brow too prominent, and the mouth too large. Yet
it could boast what, in the case of a man at any rate, is better
than beauty—spirituality, and a certain sympathetic charm. It was
not the face which was so attractive, but rather the intelligence,
the personality that shone through it, as the light shines through
the horn panes of some homely, massive lantern. Speculative eyes of
the sort that seem to search horizons and gather knowledge there,
but shrink from the faces of women; a head of brown hair, short cut
but untidy, an athletic, manlike form to which, bizarrely enough, a
slight stoop, the stoop of a student, seemed to give distinction,
and hands slender and shapely as those of an Eastern—such were the
characteristics of Morris Monk, or at least those of them that the
observer was apt to notice.
"Hullo! Morris, are you star-gazing there?" said Colonel Monk,
with a yawn. "I suppose that I must have fallen asleep after
dinner—that comes of stopping too long at once in the country and
drinking port. I notice you never touch it, and a good thing, too.
There, my cigar is out. Now's the time for that new electric
lighter of yours which I can never make work."
Morris fumbled in his pocket and produced the lighter. Then he
"I am sorry, father; but I believe I forgot to charge it."
"Ah! that's just like you, if you will forgive my saying so. You
take any amount of trouble to invent and perfect a thing, but when
it comes to making use of it, then you forget," and with a little
gesture of impatience the Colonel turned aside to light a match
from a box which he had found in the pocket of his cape.
"I am sorry," said Morris, with a sigh, "but I am afraid it is
true. When one's mind is very fully occupied with one thing——" and
he broke off.
"Ah! that's it, Morris, that's it," said the Colonel, seating
himself upon a garden chair; "this hobby-horse of yours is carrying
you—to the devil, and your family with you. I don't want to be
rough, but it is time that I spoke plain. Let's see, how long is it
since you left the London firm?"
"Nine years this autumn," answered Morris, setting his mouth a
little, for he knew what was coming. The port drunk after claret
had upset his father's digestion and ruffled his temper. This meant
that to him— Morris—Fate had appointed a lecture.
"Nine years, nine wasted years, idled and dreamt away in a
village upon the eastern coast. It is a large slice out of a man's
life, my boy. By the time that I was your age I had done a good
deal," said his father, meditatively. When he meant to be
disagreeable it was the Colonel's custom to become reflective.
"I can't admit that," answered Morris, in his light, quick
voice—"I mean I can't admit that my time has either been idled away
or wasted. On the contrary, father, I have worked very hard, as I
did at college, and as I have always done, with results which,
without boasting, I may fairly call glorious—yes, glorious—for when
they are perfected they will change the methods of communication
throughout the whole world." As he spoke, forgetting the sharp
vexation of the moment, his face was irradiated with light—like
some evening cloud on which the sun strikes suddenly.
Watching him out of the corner of his eye, even in that low
moonlight, his father saw those fires of enthusiasm shine and die
upon his son's face, and the sight vexed him. Enthusiasm, as he
conceived, perhaps with justice, had been the ruin of Morris.
Ceasing to be reflective, his tone became cruel.
"Do you really think, Morris, that the world wishes to have its
methods of communication revolutionised? Aren't there enough
telephones and phonograms and aerial telegraphs already? It seems
to me that you merely wish to add a new terror to existence.
However, there is no need to pursue an academical discussion, since
this wretched machine of yours, on which you have wasted so much
time, appears to be a miserable failure."
Now, to throw the non-success of his invention into the teeth of
the inventor, especially when that inventor knows that it is
successful really, although just at present it does not happen to
work, is a very deadly insult. Few indeed could be deadlier,
except, perhaps, that of the cruelty which can suggest to a woman
that no man will ever look at her because of her plainness and lack
of attraction; or the coarse taunt which, by shameless implication,
unjustly accuses the soldier of cowardice, the diplomat of having
betrayed the secrets of his country, or the lawyer of having sold
his brief. All the more, therefore, was it to Morris's credit that
he felt the lash sting without a show of temper.
"I have tried to explain to you, father," he began, struggling
to free his clear voice from the note of indignation.
"Of course you have, Morris; don't trouble yourself to repeat
that long story. But even if you were successful—which you are
not—er—I cannot see the commercial use of this invention. As a
scientific toy it may be very well, though, personally, I should
prefer to leave it alone, since, if you go firing off your thoughts
and words into space, how do you know who will answer them, or who
will hear them?"
"Well, father, as you understand all about it, it is no use my
explaining any further. It is pretty late; I think I will be
"I had hoped," replied the Colonel, in an aggrieved voice, "that
you might have been able to spare me a few minutes' conversation.
For some weeks I have been seeking an opportunity to talk to you;
but somehow your arduous occupations never seem to leave you free
for ordinary social intercourse."
"Certainly," replied Morris, "though I don't quite know why you
should say that. I am always about the place if you want me." But
in his heart he groaned, guessing what was coming.
"Yes; but you are ever working at your chemicals and machinery
in the old chapel; or reading those eternal books; or wandering
about rapt in contemplation of the heavens; so that, in short, I
seldom like to trouble you with my mundane but necessary
Morris made no answer; he was a very dutiful son and
humble-spirited. Those who pit their intelligences against the
forces of Nature, and try to search out her secrets, become humble.
He could not altogether respect his father; the gulf between them
was too wide and deep. But even at his present age of three and
thirty he considered it a duty to submit himself to him and his
vagaries. Outside of other reasons, his mother had prayed him to do
so almost with her last breath, and, living or dead, Morris loved
"Perhaps you are not aware," went on Colonel Monk, after a
solemn pause, "that the affairs of this property are approaching a
"I know something, but no details," answered Morris. "I have not
liked to interfere," he added apologetically.
"And I have not not liked to trouble you with such sordid
matters," rejoined his parent, with sarcasm. "I presume, however,
that you are acquainted with the main facts. I succeeded to this
estate encumbered with a mortgage, created by your grandfather, an
extravagant and unbusiness-like man. That mortgage I looked to your
mother's fortune to pay off, but other calls made this impossible.
For instance, the sea-wall here had to be built if the Abbey was to
be saved, and half a mile of sea-walling costs something. Also very
extensive repairs to the house were necessary, and I was forced to
take three farms in hand when I retired from the army fifteen years
ago. This has involved a net loss of about ten thousand pounds,
while all the time the interest had to be paid and the place kept
up in a humble fashion."
"I thought that my uncle Porson took over the mortgage after my
mother's death," interrupted Morris.
"That is so," answered his father, wincing a little; "but a
creditor remains a creditor, even if he happens to be a relative by
marriage. I have nothing to say against your uncle John, who is an
excellent person in his way, and well-meaning. Of course, he has
been justified, perfectly justified, in using his business
abilities—or perhaps I should say instincts, for they are
hereditary—to his own advantage. In fact, however, directly or
indirectly, he has done well out of this property and his
connection with our family—exceedingly well, both financially and
socially. In a time of stress I was forced to sell him the two
miles of sea-frontage building-land between here and Northwold for
a mere song. During the last ten years, as you know, he has cut
this up into over five hundred villa sites, which he has sold upon
long lease at ground-rents that to-day bring in annually as much as
he paid for the whole property."
"Yes, father; but you might have done the same. He advised you
to before he bought the land."
"Perhaps I might, but I am not a tradesman; I do not understand
these affairs. And, Morris, I must remind you that in such matters
I have had no assistance. I do not blame you any more than I blame
myself—it is not in your line either—but I repeat that I have had
Morris did not argue the point. "Well, father," he asked. "what
is the upshot? Are we ruined?"
"Ruined? That is a large word, and an ugly one. No, we are no
more ruined than we have been for the last half-dozen years, for,
thank Heaven, I still have resources and—friends. But, of course,
this place is in a way expensive, and you yourself would be the
last to pretend that our burdens have been lessened by—your having
abandoned the very strange profession which you selected, and
devoted yourself to researches which, if interesting, must be
"Forgive me, father," interrupted Morris with a ring of
indignation in his voice; "but you must remember that I put you to
no expense. In addition to what I inherited from my mother, which,
of course, under the circumstances I do not ask for, I have my
fellowship, out of which I contribute something towards the cost of
my living and experiments, that, by the way, I keep as low as
"Of course, of course," said the Colonel, who did not wish to
pursue this branch of the subject, but his son went on:
"You know also that it was at your express wish that I came to
live here at Monksland, as for the purposes of my work it would
have suited me much better to take rooms in London or some other
"Really, my dear boy, you should control yourself," broke in his
father. "That is always the way with recluses; they cannot bear the
slightest criticism. Of course, as you were going to devote
yourself to this line of research it was right and proper that we
should live together. Surely you would not wish at my age that I
should be deprived of the comfort of the society of an only child,
especially now that your mother has left us?"
"Certainly not, father," answered Morris, softening, as was his
fashion at the thought of his dead mother.
Then came a pause, and he hoped that the conversation was at
end; a vain hope, as it proved.
"My real object in troubling you, Morris," continued his father,
presently, "was very different to the unnecessary discussions into
which we have drifted."
His son looked up, but said nothing. Again he knew what was
coming, and it was worse than anything that had gone before.
"This place seems very solitary with the two of us living in its
great rooms. I, who am getting an old fellow, and you a student and
a recluse—no, don't deny it, for nowadays I can barely persuade you
to attend even the Bench or a lawn-tennis party. Well, fortunately,
we have power to add to our numbers; or at least you have. I wish
you would marry, Morris."
His son turned sharply, and answered:
"Thank you, father, but I have no fancy that way."
"Now, there's Jane Rose, or that handsome Eliza Layard," went on
the Colonel, taking no notice. "I have reason to know that you
might have either of them for the asking, and they are both good
women without a breath against them, and, what in the state of this
property is not without importance, very well to do. Jane gets
fifty thousand pounds down on the day of her marriage, and as much
more, together with the place, upon old Lady Rose's death; while
Miss Layard—if she is not quite to the manner born—has the interest
in that great colliery and a rather sickly brother. Lastly—and this
is strange enough, considering how you treat them—they admire you,
or at least Eliza does, for she told me she thought you the most
interesting man she had ever met."
"Did she indeed!" ejaculated Morris. "Why, I have only spoken
three times to her during the last year."
"No doubt, my dear boy, that is why she thinks you interesting.
To her you are a mine of splendid possibilities. But I understand
that you don't like either of them."
"No, not particularly—especially Eliza Layard, who isn't a lady,
and has a vicious temper—nor any young woman whom I have ever
"Do you mean to tell me candidly, Morris, that at your age you
"I don't say that; I only say that I never met one to whom I
felt much attracted, and that I have met a great many by whom I was
"Decidedly, Morris, in you the strain of the ancestral fish is
too predominant. It isn't natural; it really isn't. You ought to
have been born three centuries ago, when the old monks lived here.
You would have made a first-class abbot, and might have been
canonised by now. Am I to understand, then, that you absolutely
decline to marry?"
"No, father; I don't want you to understand anything of the
sort. If I could meet a lady whom I liked, and who wouldn't expect
too much, and who was foolish enough to wish to take me, of course
I should marry her, as you are so bent upon it."
"Well, Morris, and what sort of a woman would fulfil the
conditions, to your notion?"
His son looked about him vaguely, as though he expected to find
his ideal in some nook of the dim garden.
"What sort of a woman? Well, somebody like my cousin Mary, I
suppose— an easy-going person of that kind, who always looks
pleasant and cool."
Morris did not see him, for he had turned his head away; but at
the mention of Mary Porson's name his father started, as though
someone had pricked him with a pin. But Colonel Monk had not
commanded a regiment with some success and been a military attache
for nothing; having filled diplomatic positions, public and
private, in his time, he could keep his countenance, and play his
part when he chose. Indeed, did his simpler-minded son but know it,
all that evening he had been playing a part.
"Oh! that's your style, is it?" he said. "Well, at your age I
should have preferred something a little different. But there is no
accounting for tastes; and after all, Mary is a beautiful woman,
and clever in her own way. By Jove! there's one o'clock striking,
and I promised old Charters that I would always be in bed by
half-past eleven. Good night, my boy. By the way, you remember that
your uncle Porson is coming to Seaview to-morrow from London, and
that we are engaged to dine with him at eight. Fancy a man who
could build that pretentious monstrosity and call it Seaview! Well,
it will condemn him to the seventh generation; but in this world
one must take people as one finds them, and their houses, too. Mind
you lock the garden door when you come in. Good night."
"Really," thought Colonel Monk to himself as he took off his
dress- shoes and, with military precision, set them side by side
beneath a chair, "it does seem a little hard on me that I should be
responsible for a son who is in love with a damned, unworkable
electrical machine. And with his chances—with his chances! Why he
might have been a second secretary in the Diplomatic Service by
now, or anything else to which interest could help him. And there
he sits hour after hour gabbling down a little trumpet and
listening for an answer which never comes—hour after hour, and
month after month, and year after year. Is he a genius, or is he an
idiot, or a moral curiosity, or simply useless? I'm hanged if I
know, but that's a good idea about Mary; though, of course, there
are things against it. Curious that I should never have considered
the matter seriously before—because of the cousinship, I suppose.
Would she have him? It doesn't seem likely, but you can never know
what a woman will or will not do, and as a child she was very fond
of Morris. At any rate the situation is desperate, and if I can, I
mean to save the old place, for his sake and our family's, as well
as my own."
He went to the window, and, lifting a corner of the blind,
looked out. "There he is, still staring at the sea and the sky, and
there I daresay he will be till dawn. I bet he has forgotten all
about Mary now, and is thinking of his electrical machine. What a
curiosity! Good heavens; what a curiosity! Ah, I wonder what they
would have made of him in my old mess five and thirty years ago?"
And quite overcome by this reflection, the Colonel shook his
grizzled head, put out the candle, and retired to rest.
His father was right. The beautiful September dawn was breaking
over the placid sea before Morris brushed the night dew from his
hair and cloak, and went in by the abbot's door.
What was he thinking of all the time? He scarcely knew. One by
one, like little clouds in the summer sky, fancies arose in his
mind to sail slowly across its depth and vanish upon an
inconclusive and shadowy horizon. Of course, he thought about his
instruments; these were never absent from his heart. His instinct
flew back to them as an oasis, as an island of rest in the
wilderness of this father's thorny and depressing conversation. The
instruments were disappointing, it is true, at present; but, at any
rate, they did not dwell gloomily upon impending ruin or suggest
that it was his duty to get married. They remained silent,
distressingly silent indeed.
Well, as the question of marriage had been started, he might as
well face it out; that is, argue it in his mind, reduce it to its
principles, follow it to its issues in a reasonable and scientific
manner. What were the facts? His family, which, by tradition, was
reported to be Danish in its origin, had owned this property for
several hundred years, though how they came to own it remained a
matter of dispute. Some said the Abbey and its lands were granted
to a man of the name of Monk by Henry VIII., of course for a
consideration. Others held, and evidence existed in favour of this
view, that on the dissolution of the monastery the abbot of the
day, a shrewd man of easy principles, managed to possess himself of
the Chapter House and further extensive hereditaments, of course
with the connivance of the Commissioners, and, providing himself
with a wife, to exchange a spiritual for a temporal dignity. At
least this remained certain, that from the time of Elizabeth
onwards Morris's forefathers had been settled in the old Abbey
house at Monksland; that the first of them about whom they really
knew anything was named Monk, and that Monk was still the family
Now they were all dead and gone, and their history, which was
undistinguished, does not matter. To come to the present day. His
father succeeded to a diminished and encumbered estate; indeed, had
it not been for the fortune of his mother, a Miss Porson and one of
a middle class and business, but rather wealthy family, the
property must have been sold years before. That fortune, however,
had long ago been absorbed—or so he gathered—for his father, a
brilliant and fashionable army officer, was not the man to stint
himself or to nurse a crippled property. Indeed, it was wonderful
to Morris how, without any particular change in their style of
living, which, if unpretentious, was not cheap, in these bad times
they had managed to keep afloat at all.
Unworldly as Morris might be, he could easily guess why his
father wished that he should marry, and marry well. It was that he
might bolster up the fortunes of a shattered family. Also—and this
touched him, this commanded his sympathy—he was the last of his
race. If he died without issue the ancient name of Monk became
extinct, a consummation from which his father shrank with something
The Colonel was a selfish man—Morris could not conceal it, even
from himself—one who had always thought of his own comfort and
convenience first. Yet, either from idleness or pride, to advance
these he had never stooped to scheme. Where the welfare of his
family was concerned, however, as his son knew, he was a schemer.
That desire was the one real and substantial thing in a somewhat
superficial, egotistic, and finessing character.
Morris saw it all as he leaned there upon the railing, staring
at the mist-draped sea, more clearly, indeed, than he had ever seen
it before. He understood, moreover, what an unsatisfactory son he
must be to a man like his father—if it had tried, Providence could
hardly have furnished him with offspring more unsuitable. The
Colonel had wished him to enter the Diplomatic Service, or the
Army, or at least to get himself called to the Bar; but although a
really brilliant University career and his family influence would
have given him advantages in any of these professions, he had
declined them all. So, following his natural bent, he became an
electrician, and now, abandoning the practical side of that modest
calling, he was an experimental physicist, full of deep but
unremunerative lore, and—an unsuccessful inventor. Certainly he
owed something to his family, and if his father wished that he
should marry, well, marry he must, as a matter of duty, if for no
other reason. After all, the thing was not pressing; for it it came
to the point, what woman was likely to accept him? All he had done
to-night was to settle the general principles in his own mind. When
it became necessary—if ever—he could deal with the details.
And yet this sort of marriage which was proposed to him, was it
not an unholy business? He cared little for women, having no
weakness that way, probably because of the energy which other young
men gave to the pursuit of them was in his case absorbed by intense
and brain- exhausting study. Therefore he was not a man who if left
to himself, would marry, as so many do, merely in order to be
married; indeed, the idea to him was almost repulsive. Had he been
a woman-hater, he might have accepted it more easily, for then to
him one would have been as the other. But the trouble was that he
knew and felt that a time might come when in his eyes one woman
would be different from all others, a being who spoke not to his
physical nature only, if at all, but to the core within him. And if
that happened, what then?
Look, the sun was rising. On the eastern sky of a sudden two
golden doors had opened in the canopy of night, and in and out of
them seemed to pass glittering, swift-winged things, as souls might
tread the Gate of Heaven. Look, too, at the little clouds that in
an unending stream floated out of the gloom—travellers pressed
onwards by a breath of destiny. They were leaden-hued, all of them,
black, indeed, at times, until they caught the radiance, and for a
while became like the pennons of an angel's wings. Then one by one
the glory overtook and embraced them, and they melted into it to be
seen no more.
What did the sight suggest to him? That it was worth while,
perhaps, to be a mere drift of cloud, storm-driven and rain-laden
in the bitter Night of Life, if the Morning of Deliverance brought
such transformation on its wings. That beyond some such gates as
these, gates that at times, greatly daring, he longed to tread, lay
the answer to many a mystery. Amongst other things, perhaps, there
he would learn the meaning of true marriage, and why it is denied
to most dwellers of the earth. Without a union of the spirit was
there indeed any marriage as it should be understood? And who in
this world could hope to find his fellow spirit?
See, the sun had risen, the golden gates were shut. He had been
dreaming, and was chilled to the bone. Wretchedness, mental and
bodily, took hold of him. Well, often enough such is the fate of
those who dream; those who turn from their needful, daily tasks to
shape an angel out of this world's clay, trusting to some unknown
god to give it life and spirit.